WHEN I GROW UP, I WANNA LIVE MY LIFE...

just like lauren on the hills. breakfast with pals in the morning, working hard in the afternoon, dinner at the hippest restos with gang, party till the night, and so on and so on. ohh, minus the drama

with my future hubbie and 2 kids of ours. we'll have lots of time to spend in the weekend. a picture of a happy family.

as a fashion people. i ain't really care what will my job be, i wanna be a fashion people. spotted on the front rows at famous designers' fashion show. shop till i drop anytime, anywhere. stylish outfits everyday, every week.

in an apartment in the city. at least when i haven't married yet.

in a beautiful house (when i finally made up a family) hmm, a little bit classic but also modern and simple. can you imagine that? i can't.

as a good girl. of course.

with a really good job that fits with me.

seeing the bad people gets back everything they gave me

get my kids go to school at sanur (haha biar ngerasain penderitaan emaknya)

with my dad. empi. hehe

keeps in touch with my BFFs. actually, we'll have a reunion in a Europe Tour. 24th May 20..(two thousand something)


i wish all these dreams could finally come true.
no doubt about it. why should i anyway?
anything is possible. that's why i dream.

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TOLD YA' BEFORE, I HATE LOVE!

i mean, how come love, in one point, could be sooooooooo annoying??

i'm stuck in having my mind stuck on him. thinkin' about *what's he's doing?* *is he probably thinking bout me too?* *or is it just me?*

GOSH! it's sucks

he seems to give me a chance but he's not even sure about it! MAN, you're such a btch!
if you like me say it and mean it. if you don't, get away from my life! isn't it supposed to be easy?
i told you once, i am not a mind reader. i can't read your mind. i don't know what's inside your head, i have no idea about what's inside your heart. i don't play God.
please
i only wanna know the truth, before i finally decide it all by myself.

i don't wanna fall into your gravity. i should've never wished for that. it was never your fault. it was always me.

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i warn you not to turn me on, i could be the roller coaster and imma kick your ass off of the ride. remember? i'm starting to hate you. this time, it's your fault.
and the three words eight letters (i LOVE you) has turned into three words eight letters (i HATE you)

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