BEING A HIGH SCHOOLER

o Wake up in the morning
o Quick breakfast
o School time. Teachers, tasks, tests. Terrible.
o School break. Gossips. Laughs. Meals. Yeay!
o Home
o Working on ASSignments
o Afternoon break
o Study
o Quick dinner
o Missing TV shows
o Practice for perfection
o Sleepy
o But you can't sleep yet
o Oh yeah, do some planning and organizing
o School packing
o Haven't surfed the internet yet
o No time for world wide web
o E-learning only
o Tooth brushing with tooth fairy
o Facial washing. Acne. Ew
o Pee
o Talk with God, in your own prayer
o Bed preparation
o Ready to sleep
o "Ring, ring" Oh your classmate calls for a homework FAQ
o Sleep delayed
o Phone call's over
o Turn off the light
o It's bed time!

zzz

Ohh crap!



Insomnia

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MAYBE I WAS SCARY...

Straight to the point.

Do I look more like a monster than a fairy?
Seriously.
I think he's kinda scared of me.
Ugh. I'm innocent.
I ain't a witch in disguise as a princess (well do I look like one?)
Well sometimes I do treat him like a stranger.
But hey, it's my clumsiness. Normal thing. I like you.
Clumsy baby.
Awkward moment.
I can't ever face that.
I can't act normally in front of the guy I like.
You should be honored if I don't treat you the way I used to.
It reflects my clumsiness.

I ain't that scary boy...

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THE RETURN OF F

Recent days passed with a sad feeling.
Hopeless
Powerless
Clueless

I'm liking this guy.
But he's just unstable.
He's hot and he's cold.
He definitely drives me crazy.

I can't read his mind.
I don't know what he wants.
Whether he wants to get any closer with me or bringing me down.
Because he doesn't show his interest frequently.
Wow. I'm obviously wondering about his feeling.

It's true. I was stuck on his roller coaster.
Never knew when the ride would go up and down.
He's got a love bipolar case.

Fickle boy.
You get me upset.
You were sweet and naive.
But now, where the hell in the world are you?

Seriously, if you want me then show me!
Don't get me upset this way.
I only want you consistently show me that you want me.

You don't have much time?
At least a second?

You're not sure enough to get me?

You only want me for fun?

Then FCUK OFF MANW*ORE!
Are you some kinda LOSER?
Or somehow you are a COWARD cause you have no guts to chase me.
PITY YOU!

Thank you for sabotaging my time.
But now, I ain't gonna waste even a second thinking about you!

I finally figured it out.
I can't stay this way forever.
I have to move on.
Oh yes. There's ton of fish in the water.
So why should I give a damn on you?
Shame on me!
Ew.

I'll never let love in so I could keep my heart from hurting.
At least until Mr. Right found me.

So here I am.
Here is F.
She's back on track.
Brand new hope and power within me.

Rebuilt
Recharged
Renewed
Recovered
Returns

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BOYS LIKE GIRLS

Tania, Ananda and I got the guitar picker each. Awwwwwwwww

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LIKE IT: LOOKBOOK.nu: "GOLD" by Frida Johnson

LOOKBOOK.nu: "GOLD" by Frida Johnson: "Jacket & Shirt from H&M"

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DIAMOND CUT DIAMOND

If you do realize that I'm exist, you'll probably stop and read this confession.

I wish I could never get hurt by someone I like.
I once thought that I will never believe in love again.
But it distracted me so easily.
Damn. I hate that!

I feel like I'm some kind of a loser
Love loser.
Ha.

I thought my heart was made of diamond.
Strong, hard.
Solid, like hard rock.
Strong, like metal.

You know, diamond cut diamond.
I wish my heart was made of diamond.
All I gotta do is waiting for someone diamond-hearted.
Because only diamond can possibly cut another diamond.

But look at me now!
Fragile.
Turned into pieces.
Pathetic.
Tears coming down my face.
Such a poor girl.

Why does he have to stop thinking about me?
Are you that afraid of me, man?

I can't read your mind.
I know you can't read mine too.
But I'll give you the clue to get the key to my heart.
Diamond key.

Is anybody swept you off of your feet?
Is there someone better than me?
Tell me!

You left me in confusion.

Should I cast a spell over you to make you think of me the same way I think of you?
I ain't a strega.

Or should I ask Jesus to make you fall for me?
I'm a sinner.

Maybe I should give it up to TIME.
Only time heals.
Sooner or later, if you do nothing but to admire me from distance,
I'LL FORGET YOU.
Because if your heart is not diamond-hearted enough, you can't ever get me.

So please, make your heart a diamond. Because secretly I want you.

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