WHEN I GROW UP, I WANNA LIVE MY LIFE...

just like lauren on the hills. breakfast with pals in the morning, working hard in the afternoon, dinner at the hippest restos with gang, party till the night, and so on and so on. ohh, minus the drama

with my future hubbie and 2 kids of ours. we'll have lots of time to spend in the weekend. a picture of a happy family.

as a fashion people. i ain't really care what will my job be, i wanna be a fashion people. spotted on the front rows at famous designers' fashion show. shop till i drop anytime, anywhere. stylish outfits everyday, every week.

in an apartment in the city. at least when i haven't married yet.

in a beautiful house (when i finally made up a family) hmm, a little bit classic but also modern and simple. can you imagine that? i can't.

as a good girl. of course.

with a really good job that fits with me.

seeing the bad people gets back everything they gave me

get my kids go to school at sanur (haha biar ngerasain penderitaan emaknya)

with my dad. empi. hehe

keeps in touch with my BFFs. actually, we'll have a reunion in a Europe Tour. 24th May 20..(two thousand something)


i wish all these dreams could finally come true.
no doubt about it. why should i anyway?
anything is possible. that's why i dream.

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TOLD YA' BEFORE, I HATE LOVE!

i mean, how come love, in one point, could be sooooooooo annoying??

i'm stuck in having my mind stuck on him. thinkin' about *what's he's doing?* *is he probably thinking bout me too?* *or is it just me?*

GOSH! it's sucks

he seems to give me a chance but he's not even sure about it! MAN, you're such a btch!
if you like me say it and mean it. if you don't, get away from my life! isn't it supposed to be easy?
i told you once, i am not a mind reader. i can't read your mind. i don't know what's inside your head, i have no idea about what's inside your heart. i don't play God.
please
i only wanna know the truth, before i finally decide it all by myself.

i don't wanna fall into your gravity. i should've never wished for that. it was never your fault. it was always me.

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i warn you not to turn me on, i could be the roller coaster and imma kick your ass off of the ride. remember? i'm starting to hate you. this time, it's your fault.
and the three words eight letters (i LOVE you) has turned into three words eight letters (i HATE you)

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THAT THREE WORDS EIGHT LETTERS

everybody falls in love. so do i (huaa memalukan). but because everybody and i do, falling in love is something normal, isn't it?
well i think, i like this guy. you don't need to know who the hell he is.
we talk a lot. really. but i can't show him my feeling. it's just so complicated. really confusing.
i wonder if he likes me or just wanna know me more. he seems to give a chance. but how can i be sure about it? i don't even know how he feels about me.
i can't be honest in front of him. said "i don't really like you", but it's just another pretty lie!
then what should i do? this love-issue will never come to an end.
i hate love. it's sucks.
you know, you just waste your time all day thinking about that person, wishing that that person thinking bout you too. but does that person think of you the same way you think of him (or her)? you can't be sure about it.
and now, i can't be sure about it!
why? because i think, i am too scared to ask him, do you even like me?
i think i really wanna know his feeling but i'm afraid asking it to him
i think i am a LOVE LOSER
i think, maybe it's true what they say, i am FRED CHICKEN!
i think i can only love him from distance
i think i am a nut
i think i am someone normal because everybody is
i think i have no guts to look him dead in his eyes
i think my heart always beats every time i hear his name
i think i really am fallin' for him
i think i look stupid in front of him


and i think i am too scared to tell him that three words eight letters
I LOVE YOU

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well, so,...why not?

well...berhubung holiday kali ini adalah libur lebaran (which is meant that gwe harus beres2 rumah sendiri) makaa keluarga gwe berambisi buat getaway ke puncak. pertamanya gwe males. of course i did. secara gwe mikir, 4 hari di puncak kaga ada temen would be so lame! but actually, temen gwe yang emang deket sama keluarga gwe ikut ke puncak jga. so, yeayyy!!
1st day. gwe mikir. nih liburan ada anak2 kecil umur 4 dan 5 tahun. beuhh, honestly, gwe ga jago ngurus anak2. dan gwe kira bakal disaster banget berhadapan sama mereka. but i was totally wrong! temen2 gwe yang ternyata demen anak2 bisa menularkan aura mereka ke gwe! dan ternyata emang seru banget. you don't have to act too much in front of them. just act normally like they're as young as you!
2nd day. hmm ini dia nihh yang paling bikin males. nyuci piring. well sebenernya dari hari pertama udah ada jadwal nyuci piring. tapiii tetep aja bikin males di hari berikutnya. air dingin. piring bertumpuk. sendok garpu berserakan. kompor mesti dicuci juga! pheww banget..
but the good news is, the girls (gwe, nana, nonie, icha, miranda, gaby, grace) beserta om David (usually called Daddy) jalan2 ke Pesona Alam dan di dalemnya ada Bagedor Camp (kalo ga salah namanya ituu). and you know what, it was a total fun! seriusan. ada track camping gtuu terus kta liat tenda2 yang nyaman banget buat ditinggalin with great view. sayangnya, kita ga bawa kamera buat mengabadikan momen2 ituu. sheesh.
3rd day. everything goes normally. mungkin karena kta udah mulai kebiasa disana. tapi, serangan bosan datang!! imagine, lu stay di villa selama 3 hari with no where to go. so, kta mnghabiskan wktu di villa dengan ngebolang. yup. gwe, nonie, nana dan little grace jalan2 gtuu menyusuri lingkungan villa. ada jalan tembus di belakang villa dan jalan tembus itu berujung ke pemandangan Taman Safari. wow. at night, we had a mad time with webcaming. oh gosh, you need to see those silly photos and wait till you (i hope) laugh! i couldn't help to laugh at the photoshoot. really!
4th and last day. err. i was very excited since i was about to leave smelly bed, the-make-you-freezing-water, dishwashing shift, hmmm what else? but this once experience was worth to me. the madness in webcaming, getting really tired while helping the mommies, screwed up with the lil girls, slept till late, pop mie at midnight, fries for fancy food, childhood playground, seeking in the seeking game, kuning korea (i bet you don't know), walked for sport, and too many more.
well, so,...why not?

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here's the good girl

long time no bloggin' urgh.. sibuk di sekolah sii (tugas pr ulangan and so on) ahaha by the way, i changed the url into the-goodgirl-story.blogspot.com, entah kenapa gwe lagi addicted dengan kata GOOD GIRL. umm, so hi again!

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THE *go back to school* POST

Long time no blogging. Huh. School's started and everything's a mess. But that's exactly what i like from school. Like, going crazy with your classmates, gossiping the teacher (geez), feeling like way so bored when the class's going on, and more. Well, it's kinda late for me to write about *go back to school*, but hey, you know what, you can always describe your school situation anytime you feel the best with it.

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